This month has been interesting. After pushing off Annwyn's first draft, I've focused my creative efforts on smaller works of fiction. I'm currently writing a climate-focused story for an upcoming anthology and will move onto a piece about a clairvoyant soon after.
In April, I plan on revising and adding to After Wendy, polishing my short story, working on Annwyn's cultures, and outlining a vampire apocalypse novel.
Favorite read: Some Desperate Glory by Emily Tesh
Favorite listen: The Publishing Rodeo Podcast
April TBR:
To Sleep in a Sea of Stars by Christopher Paolini
Fractal Noise (ARC) by Christopher Paolini
Witch King (ARC) by Martha Wells
Looking Glass Sound (ARC) by Catriona Ward
Schrader's Chord (ARC) by Scott Leeds
The Many Doors of Annwyn series has been rattling around in my head, in varying fragments and stages of maturity, for three years. Now that I have a real grasp on the series' scope, I've come to the realization that I'm not yet skilled enough to tackle such a complex world.
For those who aren't writers, this admission might seem odd. If you have the ideas, aren't you ready to put pen to paper? Unfortunately, it isn't that simple. Yes, I have the main plot threads nailed down, but I don't yet know how to turn the vision I have into the story I wish it to be. If I tackled it now, I'd only fall short of the world I want to create, both for myself and for my target audience. It would be lacking the worldbuilding and complexity a project so epic and fantastical desperately needs.
So, as much as it pains me to say it, I've taken a step back. I hope that after another book or two I'll be ready for Annwyn, but it's impossible to determine how much time it will take to reach the level of craft I'm aiming for.
What comes next will be a fantasy, though I'm not sure where I'm going with it yet. I'm also working on a sci-fi short story that I'll share in a newsletter once it's polished and ready for submission.
With reluctance, I am pulling After Wendy from the query trenches. The market is saturated with retellings, the word count isn't standard, and it doesn't fit neatly into genre expectations. While I would love to see this book in print sooner rather than later, I am shelving it because I don't feel it would do well as an independently published novel either. While there are romantic elements, I worry there isn't enough for those seeking a YA romance. Instead, it's a coming-of-age story with a romantic subplot and a fair amount of monsters and bleakness. Maybe once the retelling craze has died down, I'll give it another go.
Last week, I finally nailed down the main plot for The Secrets of Annwyn. This series, which has had its overarching conflict for going on two years, is officially ready to write. I'll be working on a map, my magic system rules and limitations, and character arcs before I begin chapter one next week. I hope to have a running word count to share next month.
After Wendy has proven difficult to sell. If you've been with me since Lipstick Covered Magnet, you won't be surprised by my inability to write to market. I'm hoping that a final revision, to add more monsters and tension, will bump up the word count closer to market standards. If I still can't find anyone interested, I might independently publish. Even if it means I make less money, I'd rather it be available to anyone who wishes to read it.
Favorite read: Boys in the Valley by Philip Fracassi
Favorite watch: The Queen's Gambit
March TBR (many rolled over from February):
Night's Edge by Liz Kerin (Tor Nightfire)
A House with Good Bones by T. Kingfisher (Tor)
Camp Damascus by Chuck Tingle (Tor Nightfire)
Some Desperate Glory by Emily Tesh (Tordotcom)
To Sleep in a Sea of Stars by Christopher Paolini (Tor)
The Secrets of Annwyn—first book in the high fantasy Doors of Annwyn series, completed first draft
A Part of Me—emo YA romance, finished and ready to query
Jagged Edges—Victorian horror, completed first draft
After Wendy—Peter Pan sequel, continue querying
Sci-fi pilot—script completed
Two sci-fi/fantasy short stories, submitted to magazines and anthologies
This month's favorite reads: Untethered Sky by Fonda Lee and How to Cook and Eat the Rich by Sunyi Dean
February TBR (all ARCs):
The Saint of Bright Doors by Vajra Chandrasekera (Tor)
Gwen and Art Are Not in Love by Lex Croucher (St. Martin's Press)
Hopeland by Ian McDonald (Tor)
Boys in the Valley by Philip Fracassi (Tor Nightfire)
Night's Edge by Liz Kerin (Tor Nightfire)
The Last Beekeeper by Julie Carrick Dalton (Tor Forge)
A House with Good Bones by T. Kingfisher (Tor)
Some Desperate Glory by Emily Tesh (Tordotcom)
A brief look at 2022's high and low points
This year has been full of highs and lows. I published my first novel, Lipstick Covered Magnet, and finished my sophomore title, After Wendy. I have been an ARC reviewer over the past year and have loved getting to read books before they hit the market. I've also relaunched my editing side gig, and it's nice to feel important and vital to another author's process.
But the querying process and self-publishing journey haven't been peachy. As I query again, I'm confronted with the rejection or silence from agents and the brick wall that rests between me and traditional publishing. "The market is already full of retellings," I was told. But I don't intend to give up without a fight. If it turns out that my Peter Pan sequel falls into a drawer, due to poor timing, I'm fine with that.
After this year's struggles with self-marketing, social media engagement, and the stress of constant promotion, I've decided to wait it out, until a novel of mine finally breaks through. Despite the anxiety and monetary strain that going indie with LCM brought, I'm happy I tried doing it on my own. At least now I know it isn't for me.
Favorites of 2022
Read published in 2022: The Book Eaters by Sunyi Dean
Read published before 2022: The Name of the Wind by Patrick Rothfuss
Indie read: Traces by Sophie Johannis
Yet-to-be-released read: Maeve Fly by CJ Leede
Publisher: Tor
American TV show: Stranger Things 4
International TV show: 1899
Rewatch: The OA
Family movie: Pinocchio
R-rated movie: Barbarian
Album: Decide by Djo
Writing-related gadget: Alphasmart typewriter
November has been a bit of a roller coaster. I began the month participating in NaNoWriMo and ended it with two rambunctious children in the house begging for my attention. Needless to say, I didn't get much writing in once Thanksgiving (and my son's birthday) rolled around. But I did have a wonderful reading/Q+A at my alma mater, UCCS, and it was fabulous.
While I didn't make the 50,000-word goal, I wrote 28,000 words of The Many Doors of Annwyn before realizing the writing was good but the plot wasn't moving forward. I'll be spending two weeks to a month outlining my trilogy and worldbuilding before I start writing again.
In December, I'll be outlining, pulling together a query list, and blue skying (or brainstorming) my sci-fi TV series idea.
December TBR:
Dual Memory by Sue Burke (Tor ARC)
The Terraformers by Annalee Newitz (Tor ARC)
The Shape of Darkness by Laura Purcell
Wild Massive by Scotto Moore (Tor ARC)
Wise Man's Fear by Patrick Rothfuss
My fantasy series, The Many Doors of Annwyn, has officially begun. I am 3,500 words into the first draft, and I can't wait to hit over 50k during NaNoWriMo!
After Wendy has been sent to ten agents, seven of which have rejected it. I intend to bump up the word count a bit, to somewhere closer to 60,000, in case that is the reason why it's been shot down. I was also told that there are many classic retellings/reimaginings releasing soon and that it might not be the right time to shop a Peter Pan sequel. But we'll see.
Apart from those two projects, I'm brainstorming for a TV series and am getting excited about an interdimensional travel short story.
November TBR:
Africa Risen
The Name of the Wind
The Fifth Season
The Ballad of Black Tom
After Wendy is officially in the query trenches! I sent my first letter today and will update you monthly (unless I receive good news before then).
I'm currently outlining my fantasy series about Merlin's adventures outside of Camelot. It will feature doorways into other planes of existence, magic, the last living dragon, and rips in reality. The first draft will commence on Monday.
I have also been tossing around ideas for a heady sci-fi short story that I intend to build into a TV pilot. I'm still working out the finer details, but it should give off The OA vibes.
My Spooky TBR for October:
Lute by Jennifer Thorne (ARC)
Little Eve by Catriona Ward (Paperback ARC)
The Binding by Bridget Collins
Bone China by Laura Purcell
The Coffin Path by Katherine Clements
As After Wendy marinates for another week, I've taken up my high fantasy series and hope to write in-world short stories starting Monday.
Though it's currently untitled, it will include:
- A magic system
- Rips in reality
- A plague
- Kingdom politics
- Portals to other worlds
- Merlin